In the end, the fact that I had remained chaste for her was discovered by high-ranking officials of the Chinese Communist Party. As a result, they deliberately arranged for me to be gang-raped as part of the torture and killing process, as a form of "hospitality" toward me.

Later, I was tortured to death. The girl I loved cried for me throughout the entire night. In truth, my soul remained beside her for that whole night. Sadly, she could no longer see me.At that moment, my heart was filled with both sorrow and sweetness, because she had truly engraved me into her heart, just as I had engraved her into mine.

The executives of China's entertainment industry were furious. They had already blacklisted me and sent me away for more than a year of rural teaching, yet none of those sufferings had broken my resolve. They gave me three days to reconsider. Du Qiang warned me that if they became truly serious, I would face something far worse than beatings or punitive sexual assault. He said it would be something that "even Falun Gong practitioners couldn't endure."

My guardian angel told me that my mission would one day help many people. She said that if the people I was meant to help were filled with the same warmth and kindness as that young woman, as my guardian angel, and as my beloved Lemons, then I would gladly give everything I had for them.

Before I left for the teaching assignment, they still forced me to rush through numerous television dramas and continue writing music, supplying new songs for Zhou Pin, music producers, and selected singers to release under their own names.

My guardian angel told me that every person we meet and every event we experience is guided by predestined affinity. The young woman I would one day meet, she said, was connected to the mission I had come into this world to fulfill.

From that day forward, I made a decision. I would no longer seek release through death. Instead, I would live well, so that one day I could finally see her true face. In my heart, I made her another promise. I would keep living..I would fulfill my mission. And only after that, in another world, would I meet her openly and with honor. The moment I made that decision, my guardian angel finally returned.

There is a line in "The Mysterious Bird" that says: "Seated alone in the silent mountains, my heart falls into turmoil." Many people have interpreted this lyric as describing the nervous excitement of seeing the person one loves. But that was never my intention. What I was really trying to express was that whenever my guardian angel appeared after I had been humiliated and violated, her presence filled me with anxiety and inner turmoil. In contrast to her purity and holiness, all I could see was the filth and brokenness of my own body and soul.

"The Mysterious Bird" was written as an insert song for the popular 2023 Chinese xianxia fantasy drama Till the End of the Moon (長月燼明). The melody I originally composed was rooted in traditional Chinese musical aesthetics. Later, professional musicians in the Chinese entertainment industry added Western folk and rock elements, causing the song to lose much of the purity and intention I had originally envisioned.

Some observant viewers may have noticed that a number of popular songs from hit dramas have gradually disappeared from the official mainland Chinese entertainment channels. That is because they knew those songs were actually my original works. They were afraid the songs would continue attracting supporters to me and strengthen my influence. This was also one of the ways they tried to suppress me.

For years, Ariel had been covering songs from the Chinese entertainment industry on her music channel. Deep inside, her intuition kept telling her that she was meant to form predestined connections with the people within that world.One day, Ariel asked me, "Which songs did you write? Which ones can I cover?" I replied, "Simply follow your intuition. Every song you truly love was written by me."

Yu is sharing this message in the hope that everyone can clearly see the universal principle that good and evil are ultimately repaid in kind. Yu waited until now to reveal these events because the Dragon Clan had already launched its campaign against the evil forces operating behind the Chinese entertainment industry. They also placed marks on those who murdered Yu, as well as others who had previously harmed him.